cameron highland: its different now not as cold n comfy as before

right guys! its been a while again! im kinda miss to post here. wee (: LOL
what to say! im so busy! (mcmla busy sgt! :P) well just havin sem break. at last! its a bang up! for tht ABSOLUTELY pressured part. im totally suffered. alhamdulillah. well wrappp up. by nw just wait n see for the result. wonder how well i done...hmmpphhh....

well together pray for the success. hopefully to be deanlist. insyaAllah...if its written 'There' for me 😁

right! let change to what im on now! which is our weekend trip in cameron highland! hah! it was different nowadays. remember the last time i went there which was when im still childish like those peasant girl who still seeking for freedom n freshlife! sound so bold right?

oh well thats who i am before. unlike now! already 19! n become a 'well' grownup women and hopefully (again) a well behaved muslimah in this world and hereafter...insyaAllah. :D

ok! if i spill too much hence the more it gets bored right? so lets just b straight up. we went there for 3D2N. it was unplanned. my dad just randomly suggested it and there we go.

however, it was unfortunate that the weather is different i mean in term of the degree celcius. not as cold n comfy like previous yrs its warm! and that is not cameron highland at all (like i used to know) mayb too much construction going on n like my silly sis eywa always said! it is due global warming. malaysia already affected from it!! no wayyy 😮

but...but....there's a but. the strawberry was pleasant! i loved it. especially those dripped in melt chocolate...omg! so delicious...my mouth watering right now! haha xD

blowing mind...i totally have no idea!

first start, it been a while guys!!!

seen how long? well i dunno, cos its beeeen toooo longggg....i havent post anything, so today i decided to post one.

too many things i like to do recently, one of it, becoming an ADDICT novel's reader. haha....kinda nerdy freak...well who cares!...nway guys back to our intention-ed topic!  its my second part start!! nearly 6 months im been uitm kedah...and today one of my friend just spoke to me bout her feeling of my migration to uitm perak...and to tell truth....i been waiting...day by day,,,

hoping my request to be approved. sooner is better....its not i dont like, but my heart just not here...i cant really make it clear why and why i really want to move....

nway again!

since i dont "really" move. just not yet!...how about speak of my second part!...it was tough this times! to be honest....too many subject to memorize and understand. well of course! cant deny that!  but it just i doubt it. about how well i can go with this freaking killing subjects. QMT! the lecturer is speaking by herself and with the wall sometimes lol. sorry but it is true...she just making too much pauses in her sentences as well as examples which is NOT really clear to me. ECO is new...cos just met her this week well no complaint!...MGT! yeah! this one. OMG! the lecturer was too fantastic!! *creepy finger (sarcastically) in the opposite way, she just blab-erring too much...with her vexatious  mouth mimic...wow! like-an-extremely-annoying-teacher. she just loved too babble while teaching...babble...and babble...then making a YOU question....expecting each of us to ask a question...not in a kind or normal but forcing!...yeah forcing!...in what way and how?? by the glare of her protruding eyes asking us to ask a question according to her speech...by pulling off with the participation mark!!...i know she try to make us feel as if we are challenged! i know that!... but come on! that is like pushing! seriously pushing and that bug me a lottt! dah la masa lecture...ckp cepat! sambil kitaorng tulis pulak tu!...serious tension! i dont found her interesting. seriously no!....no fun! BEL...totallly opposite to MGT. theres alot of us burst of laughter when he speak...cos this F was too F_boom!!! FUNNY!!!....he was too hilarious....a single word that come out of his mouth...can cause a laughter...seriously. no jokes about that...i dun really how he can always be funny in front us...but he alwasy did eventhough when he had too much classes in a day...and our comes the last but he still being the lovely capricious...i like him!...AS a lecturer ok! FAR was alright...the lecturer is lovely...shes pregnant and im totally understand her condition. especially after looking at the video En Nik...just showed to us in BPC...it was frightened as if we feel the smarting pain. so today i declared...not to be harsh to umi..so does my ayah...because it hard to imagine how they feel after what they did to you after what you have right now. you guys should apply too. always love and love them...: )

till now. i continued later.

                                                                                                                                        hence the laughter

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to my beloved umi...keep my prays tight

to my beloved umi,

u are my heart, u are my mind,
u always there, u never left me behind
day and night, fresh or tired
taking care of me
touch, hug, cuddle and kiss
everyday

till i've grown up. Now
i'm a youth.
i'm a woman.
And i'm a contestant.

Chasing my dream
Like you, mom
Everyday
Never give up

till one day. Soon
I grab that morterboard
I woo that standing ovation
I tag that flowers and gifts
All for you, mom

I'll promise
Keep my prays tight.

hence the laughter

1st time Aqiqah@sweet kurung

What a nice day(yesterday), for the 1st time after a while...i'm wearing kurung...yh2 inoe2 i sound abit novelty about this...but i cant help myself for remembering how it feel wearing kurung back then. for the 1st time, (again) i found kurung was purely beautiful eventhough its typical for all msian.

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Stop there.
let me being honest. its a matter of life changes guys...as we all known...msia was "all day summer" so...for certain person who annoyingly and ridiculously like me-cannot accept the hotness and found it unusual wearing such a long sleeve in msia. Well, UK is different. hv 4 season and almost breeze all year. of of course i had no reason to refuse to wear long sleeve like kurung itself in this country...

so yh...see what i mean here. its unusual to adapt back things u hv left after a while when u are already used with the things that u been.

hence the laughter

friend make up, I miss u guys so much...

simple start, it was last week on 14th of april, i had a-small-but-special reunion with my old friend. Hurraayyy!!!
finally reaching them. first meet, of course there some awkwardness happen between us. well we havent meet for 4 yrs what do u expect.

nway our day out was rock!!! We kill it perfectly...firstly by karaoke...almost one and half hours, we nailed almost 10-15 songs (i think but no sure). dont ask about the sing...it's a shameless scene tbh, my first time ever been in the small room for karaoking. most of song was breathtaking like adele set fire to the rain, demi skyscarper, katy hot and cold & bla...bla..blah... and im telling u i almost lost my voice. It was seriously and extremely hard to sing well. freakingly suck but it ok still 'manage' to enjoyy...lol

hence the laughter

well, i'm also in 'her' place nowhere near that line. frankly speak, i'm screwed up right now.

if before i like to involve with love,

two love

and then triangle love. (quite frustrated, right?)

how about change to dream, sacrifice and inspire.

speak of mine, i had two different dream. like night and day. and very hard to achieve. i admit.

one is mathematically business. another is scientifically fiction. well, i'm also in 'her' place nowhere near that line. frankly speak, i'm screwed up right now. :*(

hence the laughter

the more you explain the complicated it turns.

say if there is two events involved in one person.

likely to be a triangle love.

one is for you love the most and he is the one.

one is for the love of ur family, he's too kind. and you worship his love.

you chose the second instead of the first, and you married him.

even though you know that you are in the middle of the line and still undecidable.

the first couldnt accept his fate...

next day after tomorrow,

u heartbroken and almost left with half of ur heart.

the second irresponsible. he didnt kept his word till the end.

you met the first. and fell into that adventure world. again.

where there is no wreck and no lies,

as if the world is belong to u and him.

...

too bad. the happiness just stick like a glue. doesnt stay long.

he bobbed up and down the past. he couldnt accept it.

at last he leave u. and u

u are in nowhere near to that line again.

moral of the story:

i know everyone bobbed up and down. the past and the present.

in fact we learn from it. but there is a time where you couldnt explain thing right.

the more u explain the complicated it turns. it even tougher if they still think ur explanation is excuse. that why understanding is important. understand each other is one of the best technique. like flour and egg. u hv to stir them wisely to make them 'understand' each other and to form a good product.

hence the laughter

to love is to suffer...

to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering, one must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. therefore, to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. to be happy is to love. to be happy then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. therefore, to be happy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.

hence the laughter

random story: inspirational from Van Gogh paints

see all these paints guys? pretty impressive.right?
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i know2. its kinda of boring. oh well, my mind just popped with this random stuff. i loved the way van gogh inspired those paints although he's abit sentimental artist.

i mean his passion to art was too tense but too bad it misleads him to painful anxiety in which later caused his death.



anyway, back to the paint, see the sunflowers? guess how many of 'em?
tell u what people, forget the count. let go to the fact. the sunflowers represent a subject of two series of still life. van gogh once shared letter to his brother to express his feeling & gratitude "It is a kind of painting that rather changes in character, and takes on a richness the longer you look at it. You know that the peony is jennin's, the hollyhock belongs to quost, but the sunflower is somewhat my own." man...his thought is WAY tell how much emotion he has put into that effective artwork.

different thought of mine, i personally think that the paint could be reflect to the new meeting friend. Likewise, we as people, ALWAYS judge everything from its cover. but why? why dont we know them first? that help for friendship. right?
(too sophisticated? sorry but i dont really know or even justify if this reflect is relevant or not to his, anyway no offence.)

Fine, let say informally, my sister. she has too many fussy things in her life that really bring me an extreme annoyance. but still i appreciate her attitudes, times and loveliness tht she brought to me, makes me thinks that we need each other in our life and no one else could replace that.

and so yh. (get what i mean now)





to conclude...??? well frankly speak. no idea cos its just a new inspire post for today.

hence the laughter

love is strong and pain at the same time

LOVE is STRONG and PAIN

two love,

different story,

one for person you need

and

one for person you want.

two love,

both important,

one helps for happiness

and

one helps for cheerfulness.

two love,

have a strong bond,

attached from deathless rose,

both blossom passionately.

two love,

however... and somehow...

cannot bring less than intangible bond.

hatred.animosity.malevolence.

never bring thing smoothly.

tearing such an adventure fervor.

hence the laughter

looking to where we've hopped

again another trip to liverpool. but this time we went there with kak syma and zack (2 random people we known just a week after they lived in Manchester) but let me tell u,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the trip was second trip after alton towers, it was a bit rushing cos we went here like two or three days after went to alton towers, and was totally unplanned.

below were some sweetness we'd been through...and to share...

if last time i missed. but not for this time. the beatles story in albert dock. at last i've made my mark already. hahaha. xD

posing time started:

see that mid guy. he loved to tease eywa and also be friend with her. oppsss...wrong. did i just said be friend...no...not that...be close friend as in a really really really close friend. (evil voice) u get that do u? LOLLL xDDD

jumping time:

when the atmosphere want us to be formal for group pic xD:

to end the image let's do chack! chack! pose (like eywa called it),,,,,till we meet again with another interesting pose.

hence the laughter

Yeay! I'm happy at last for this moment

saturday morning. the day was not good, too cloudy and windy. too bad but it didnt break my feeling. the feeling that holded up so long. since three years ago. 
at last we made it. alhamdulillah. 
i'm really looking forward to this.
Alton Towers Themepark. yeay! we went there at last. 
here some pictures of our laughter all day out, guys. 
  

roller coasters. that what we headed for. lol xD

katanga canyon was our first spot for rolling coaster lol.

Like eywa said two princesses dreaming in the garden.

Sonic Spinball, thrilling but fun though. but i'm not deny that i'm scared to have it.

at this time, the mouse being a little bit cheeky cos its stopped when we took a pictures, well u know they're not having big noobs in front of them unless sugar-fairy kids.  

i'm telling u this is totally failure of the whole pictures on that day. cos none of them are right and cool. everybody seem to be mess up really.

"its too tight. help me!" haha. xD

lastly,  a tired moment on the train. we reallyx100 had a good day in alton towers. and i'm glad i'm still fine. (p/s: i was too scared with the roller coasters cos of the sound from bottom: creppy and shaking as i thought it would fall down. but its not cos of the fact that the safety regulations ALWAYS in control. no offence that made me feel safe and i'm totally enjoyed it. :)

hence the laughter