Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Monday, August 15

Start of My New Break

I'm officially 22 now...well 22yr and 5 months. (dah tua la. OMG)

i already finished my diploma last year. 
Alhamdulillah with all that sweat and heat i've been through. finally been paid off.

macam tak percaya. now i'm pursuing my degree. still in the same field. tak lari pong dari account yg susah gila tu. but i started to like 'em slowly. even with the fact that it still hard to understand. (study semuanya susah...takde yang senang kennn) 

i'd also finished reading surah Al-Baqarah last few days. lots of beautiful verses and meaning that i discovered. wanna share it here but still got no time. (yela kena take pic of the verse does take time oh...anyway will do InsyaAllah)





what mores new huh
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just had a gathering of my family last week. it was thrilled and overwhelming. sebab semua tak pernah ada masa so last week je la ada. 
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the huge reward for us WAS eating duriannn yo!!!
semua hantu like bees clustered together. everybody just keep on snatching and fighting over one durian. it was hilarious.! kalau tak rebut obviously not hantu la kan.
but pity though.my niece, Jannah not joining us.....buat muka macam busuk la gayanya. 
(its okay....kecik lagi...nanti time dah besor tgklahh! muahahaha...mamangah dia mmg always kejam)

eh...dah maghrib le
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to be continued 
soon
bye


hence the laughter 

Thursday, December 13

blowing mind...i totally have no idea!

first start, it been a while guys!!!
seen how long? well i dunno, cos its beeeen toooo longggg....i havent post anything, so today i decided to post one.
too many things i like to do recently, one of it, becoming an ADDICT novel's reader. haha....kinda nerdy freak...well who cares!...nway guys back to our intention-ed topic!  its my second part start!! nearly 6 months im been uitm kedah...and today one of my friend just spoke to me bout her feeling of my migration to uitm perak...and to tell truth....i been waiting...day by day,,,
hoping my request to be approved. sooner is better....its not i dont like, but my heart just not here...i cant really make it clear why and why i really want to move....

nway again!
since i dont "really" move. just not yet!...how about speak of my second part!...it was tough this times! to be honest....too many subject to memorize and understand. well of course! cant deny that!  but it just i doubt it. about how well i can go with this freaking killing subjects. QMT! the lecturer is speaking by herself and with the wall sometimes lol. sorry but it is true...she just making too much pauses in her sentences as well as examples which is NOT really clear to me. ECO is new...cos just met her this week well no complaint!...MGT! yeah! this one. OMG! the lecturer was too fantastic!! *creepy finger (sarcastically) in the opposite way, she just blab-erring too much...with her vexatious  mouth mimic...wow! like-an-extremely-annoying-teacher. she just loved too babble while teaching...babble...and babble...then making a YOU question....expecting each of us to ask a question...not in a kind or normal but forcing!...yeah forcing!...in what way and how?? by the glare of her protruding eyes asking us to ask a question according to her speech...by pulling off with the participation mark!!...i know she try to make us feel as if we are challenged! i know that!... but come on! that is like pushing! seriously pushing and that bug me a lottt! dah la masa lecture...ckp cepat! sambil kitaorng tulis pulak tu!...serious tension! i dont found her interesting. seriously no!....no fun! BEL...totallly opposite to MGT. theres alot of us burst of laughter when he speak...cos this F was too F_boom!!! FUNNY!!!....he was too hilarious....a single word that come out of his mouth...can cause a laughter...seriously. no jokes about that...i dun really how he can always be funny in front us...but he alwasy did eventhough when he had too much classes in a day...and our comes the last but he still being the lovely capricious...i like him!...AS a lecturer ok! FAR was alright...the lecturer is lovely...shes pregnant and im totally understand her condition. especially after looking at the video En Nik...just showed to us in BPC...it was frightened as if we feel the smarting pain. so today i declared...not to be harsh to umi..so does my ayah...because it hard to imagine how they feel after what they did to you after what you have right now. you guys should apply too. always love and love them...: )

till now. i continued later.
                                                                                                                                        hence the laughter
                                                                                                                                                  H.O 

Monday, October 17

the more you explain the complicated it turns.

say if there is two events involved in one person.
likely to be a triangle love.
one is for you love the most and he is the one.
one is for the love of ur family, he's too kind. and you worship his love.

you chose the second instead of the first, and you married him.
even though you know that you are in the middle of the line and still undecidable.
the first couldnt accept his fate...

next day after tomorrow,
u heartbroken and almost left with half of ur heart.
the second irresponsible. he didnt kept his word till the end.
you met the first. and fell into that adventure world. again.
where there is no wreck and no lies,
as if the world is belong to u and him.

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too bad. the happiness just stick like a glue. doesnt stay long.
he bobbed up and down the past. he couldnt accept it.
at last he leave u. and u
u are in nowhere near to that line again.

moral of the story:

i know everyone bobbed up and down. the past and the present.
in fact we learn from it. but there is a time where you couldnt explain thing right.
the more u explain the complicated it turns. it even tougher if they still think ur explanation is excuse. that why understanding is important. understand each other is one of the best technique. like flour and egg. u hv to stir them wisely to make them 'understand' each other and to form a good product.


hence the laughter

Tuesday, October 11

to love is to suffer...



to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering, one must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. therefore, to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. to be happy is to love. to be happy then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. therefore, to be happy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.


hence the laughter

Saturday, October 8

love is strong and pain at the same time

LOVE is STRONG and PAIN

two love,
different story,
one for person you need
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one for person you want.

two love,
both important,
one helps for happiness
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one helps for cheerfulness.

two love,
have a strong bond,
attached from deathless rose,
both blossom passionately.

two love,
however... and somehow...
cannot bring less than intangible bond.
hatred.animosity.malevolence.
never bring thing smoothly.
tearing such an adventure fervor.

hence the laughter