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nothin more than a less.
(i'm just woefulling)
it was a thing happen today.
it was the last day i went to school!!!

yeay!

tomorrow gonna be the fun day for us (me, eywa, muna, fatin and karis)
perharps

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cos eywa's birthday tomorrow!
weee~ ;)
we plan to go somewhere but not sure how it going anyway
hopefully it goes alright

anyway
speaking of today,
eywa is totally duff!
she's such a silly girl,
keep on tease us
and even wacked in middle road of the bus stop! lol.xD
we can't stopped her somehow

we looked like immature-childish who messing around!
so foolish! it was embarrassing!

well,
let it be then
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i dont mind

its our last school day afterall
so relieved.
:DDD

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hence the laughter

i'm gaining!!!!!!
oh no!
really pissed me off!!! ark! :PPPPP

(be patience fiyzza, relax2...:))
okay. tomorrow could be the last day of my 'resting' period! InsyaAllah i could start my fasting back tomorrow. God bless. i'll really want to fast back. maybe because i felt too stuffed within this whole week. eat and stay at home all the time. ha-ha..xD

and the important thing! MCMA (Manchester Creatives and Arts Media) opening term! that means i'm gonna start my new term back! no way. really hates to go back to school. hates to be miserable at best. haha. intentionally pressed the song of mayday parade. well back to topic. i hates to face challenge, especially Ms Shaw, Ms Smith, and Ms Hamlet. they're all my 'rival' to win for the test. actually. it hard though to get through all this hardess path just because for facing all challenge and winning "ivory tower" or predicted want you wanna be in future. seriously it's does! .difficult to me. no lie between the words.

well this is how life get on working all day. no challenge no fun. and no winner behind the truth lives. rite? so keep it up for what u all want. yeah! 加油!
chanyok2!

hence the laughter

how bad today! i just get mad by my dad cuz of refused for the injection (i dunno wth the names is about) seriously it pissed of me. it's not because i don't want it to but it's frightening though. INJECT? who want injection? can u? tell me? dead scary.

remind me when the last inject that i've been through before when i was 7. haha. long time ago. it was measles inject actually. that nurse poked my arm at first place and wiping it with some liquid....i have no idea what is it but it 'numbed' my arm straightly. and i still remember thing that she asked whether i'd nervous or not? cuz my faces looked deadly pale on thjat time. seem like a freak afraid of spirit or something...hahaha...lol....xD

i goes 'a'ah,' seriously looked down to that needles. my heart beating fast and slowly whispered i'm dead today! argh! NO!!!!!!!!!...( in that point the needles is already injected) God all knows what is actually i felt on that time. it likes dreaming or spinning few times.

after, the nurse tried to conscious me and i goes "huh?, what's happen?" and my friend tried to slow me down and they goes my arm had bleeding...all my uniform is abit ruined out on that time.

from that time, i'm actual, desperate and truly scared of needles, everything that i shown before i seen it is just acting. i am seriously afraid of it. that's why. i don't want to have any inject....hohoho...#_#

........................................................): but i have to :(...........................................................

hence the laughter