Start of My New Break

I'm officially 22 now...well 22yr and 5 months. (dah tua la. OMG)

i already finished my diploma last year. 

Alhamdulillah with all that sweat and heat i've been through. finally been paid off.

macam tak percaya. now i'm pursuing my degree. still in the same field. tak lari pong dari account yg susah gila tu. but i started to like 'em slowly. even with the fact that it still hard to understand. (study semuanya susah...takde yang senang kennn) 

i'd also finished reading surah Al-Baqarah last few days. lots of beautiful verses and meaning that i discovered. wanna share it here but still got no time. (yela kena take pic of the verse does take time oh...anyway will do InsyaAllah)

what mores new huh

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just had a gathering of my family last week. it was thrilled and overwhelming. sebab semua tak pernah ada masa so last week je la ada. 

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the huge reward for us WAS eating duriannn yo!!!

semua hantu like bees clustered together. everybody just keep on snatching and fighting over one durian. it was hilarious.! kalau tak rebut obviously not hantu la kan.

but pity though.my niece, Jannah not joining us.....buat muka macam busuk la gayanya. 

(its okay....kecik lagi...nanti time dah besor tgklahh! muahahaha...mamangah dia mmg always kejam)

eh...dah maghrib le

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to be continued 

soon

bye

hence the laughter 

well, i'm also in 'her' place nowhere near that line. frankly speak, i'm screwed up right now.

if before i like to involve with love,

two love

and then triangle love. (quite frustrated, right?)

how about change to dream, sacrifice and inspire.

speak of mine, i had two different dream. like night and day. and very hard to achieve. i admit.

one is mathematically business. another is scientifically fiction. well, i'm also in 'her' place nowhere near that line. frankly speak, i'm screwed up right now. :*(

hence the laughter

to love is to suffer...

to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering, one must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. therefore, to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. to be happy is to love. to be happy then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. therefore, to be happy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.

hence the laughter

random story: inspirational from Van Gogh paints

see all these paints guys? pretty impressive.right?
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i know2. its kinda of boring. oh well, my mind just popped with this random stuff. i loved the way van gogh inspired those paints although he's abit sentimental artist.

i mean his passion to art was too tense but too bad it misleads him to painful anxiety in which later caused his death.



anyway, back to the paint, see the sunflowers? guess how many of 'em?
tell u what people, forget the count. let go to the fact. the sunflowers represent a subject of two series of still life. van gogh once shared letter to his brother to express his feeling & gratitude "It is a kind of painting that rather changes in character, and takes on a richness the longer you look at it. You know that the peony is jennin's, the hollyhock belongs to quost, but the sunflower is somewhat my own." man...his thought is WAY tell how much emotion he has put into that effective artwork.

different thought of mine, i personally think that the paint could be reflect to the new meeting friend. Likewise, we as people, ALWAYS judge everything from its cover. but why? why dont we know them first? that help for friendship. right?
(too sophisticated? sorry but i dont really know or even justify if this reflect is relevant or not to his, anyway no offence.)

Fine, let say informally, my sister. she has too many fussy things in her life that really bring me an extreme annoyance. but still i appreciate her attitudes, times and loveliness tht she brought to me, makes me thinks that we need each other in our life and no one else could replace that.

and so yh. (get what i mean now)





to conclude...??? well frankly speak. no idea cos its just a new inspire post for today.

hence the laughter

Random pics #6

hence the laughter

series of my sweet presents

this maybe a little too late to thank. but no offence, i've ordered for it nway. thank alot karis for this gorgeous kebaya.

it is my first time having it. not pretty sure if it's fit me. but i'll try to work it out. lol xD

nway nice brownish colour :D

two combination. greyish plain dress with gardigan that i bought recently, one from CBS (as some of u might noe this) and the dress was from Pilot. there's also some maxi skirt i bought along but i disposed it. nice colour, nice pattern. but woooppsss...no! the size on butt wasn't that impressive. that's why. :p

see this little-sweety-pumpkin-pie. i received it from Qila & Eti. it was totally unexpected. but somehow brought me some surprised. actually it was me who chose the theme and colour of it as i thought she would truly having this present for her girlfriend backhome.

different series of story, this was when we went to junction 32, designers outlets. and there's a playground. my first time in this year, i've seen playground near malls. kinda rare. hehe...:D

me and eywa full of smiles. :))

if it's in my hometown, most of peer groups would go shopping with friends but different to us, we have to STILL go with adults and parents. :o

i have no idea of this picture. but still share 'em cos of the fact it is part of the rare gigantic thing i've seen. so i'm pretty impressive. hehe..xD

hence the laughter

Random pics #5

introducing our sauces and spices at home. p/s: this is totally random. i have no idea why i took this picture.

haagen-dazs, urrmmmm....so delicious. to promote. i personally like belgian chocolate. cos it less sugar and a bit bitter from the chocolate. so have this everybody. hee.

blackberry vs ipod touch. why one the best? none of them. hahaha. let's make another deal. check out for Iphone everybody. the 5 one coming soon. (jk2)

TVXQ. AKTF. i always loved this group. never change even there is lots of new group coming out. no one can beat them. fighting!

JYJ. despite of the lawsuit, they separated. but i still loved them. :D

guess who is she? it's eywa again! proudly showing off her overstands out eyelashes in which she had make over with maybelline.

"shhh! alex and marty having a serious converstation right now" said hafiza

ok!ok! i know this is totally disgusted. but i'm still show it cos this is what i've removed DESIRABLY, from stucked up sink, eventhough it's a bit sick.

hence the laughter

Random pics #4

these two are unfamous-fashion-show. "eywaaaa...! i'm gonna smacked ur head after this." nway NICE! :D

nice faces for puzzling.

never forget the last moment we had. it was awesome babes. :D

HA-HA-HA. xD

hence the laughter

Random pics #3

Maria lose the Wimbledon champion. but to me, she played great. Like for the quote "There's always going to be a generation one after the next"

Fatin and Eywa looking for something. but looking for what? :0

see my long nail. haha seriously, this is totally rubbish candid.

eywa who pretends to read but see her eye. nearly fall out. maybe the content was too shocking. :P

lastly from me, candid in front of cermin kat rumah fatin. hee.

hence the laughter

concerning and worrying, both are different thing. right?

i know. i know. people would think that this is just a smallest thing to worry about. well u noe, me. hehe. not really getting hysteria but just CONCERNING. concerning and worrying are different things right? nway on that day, i was basically concerning about blackheads on my nose. so decide to do this, some sort of homemade facial. did I just said HOMEMADE? sorry. that's just sounds wrong. some kind of facial therapy. it's natural. which means that chemical free. nothing to do with artificial cream, moisture of anything. hee. :D

first facial process is to do with EGG and TISSUES. i know some of u guys maybe disgusted when egg is ON ur face. but girls, being disgust only for 15 mins wouldn't be that eeuuwww. cos the smooth and fair skin is what we get in return. hee :D

second facial process is to do toothbrush and toothpaste. i know this is looking so odd to me but the combination of toothpaste on nose doesnt really disgusted, unlike with egg. when i tried, the mint doesnt really felt on nose, maybe cos brushed it too hard. better try it slowly next time. (nodding).

and this is the result after both process, actually i would've call this as a big proceed. proceed for removing blackheads. xD

hence the laughter

new update blog

my new blog style, managed it by myself and spending 3 hours on it which was totally exhausted, staying with my neck keeps aching but i'm still enjoyed it.

hence the laughter