well, i'm also in 'her' place nowhere near that line. frankly speak, i'm screwed up right now.

if before i like to involve with love,

two love

and then triangle love. (quite frustrated, right?)

how about change to dream, sacrifice and inspire.

speak of mine, i had two different dream. like night and day. and very hard to achieve. i admit.

one is mathematically business. another is scientifically fiction. well, i'm also in 'her' place nowhere near that line. frankly speak, i'm screwed up right now. :*(

hence the laughter

the more you explain the complicated it turns.

say if there is two events involved in one person.

likely to be a triangle love.

one is for you love the most and he is the one.

one is for the love of ur family, he's too kind. and you worship his love.

you chose the second instead of the first, and you married him.

even though you know that you are in the middle of the line and still undecidable.

the first couldnt accept his fate...

next day after tomorrow,

u heartbroken and almost left with half of ur heart.

the second irresponsible. he didnt kept his word till the end.

you met the first. and fell into that adventure world. again.

where there is no wreck and no lies,

as if the world is belong to u and him.

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too bad. the happiness just stick like a glue. doesnt stay long.

he bobbed up and down the past. he couldnt accept it.

at last he leave u. and u

u are in nowhere near to that line again.

moral of the story:

i know everyone bobbed up and down. the past and the present.

in fact we learn from it. but there is a time where you couldnt explain thing right.

the more u explain the complicated it turns. it even tougher if they still think ur explanation is excuse. that why understanding is important. understand each other is one of the best technique. like flour and egg. u hv to stir them wisely to make them 'understand' each other and to form a good product.

hence the laughter

to love is to suffer...

to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering, one must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. therefore, to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. to be happy is to love. to be happy then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. therefore, to be happy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.

hence the laughter

random story: inspirational from Van Gogh paints

see all these paints guys? pretty impressive.right?
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i know2. its kinda of boring. oh well, my mind just popped with this random stuff. i loved the way van gogh inspired those paints although he's abit sentimental artist.

i mean his passion to art was too tense but too bad it misleads him to painful anxiety in which later caused his death.



anyway, back to the paint, see the sunflowers? guess how many of 'em?
tell u what people, forget the count. let go to the fact. the sunflowers represent a subject of two series of still life. van gogh once shared letter to his brother to express his feeling & gratitude "It is a kind of painting that rather changes in character, and takes on a richness the longer you look at it. You know that the peony is jennin's, the hollyhock belongs to quost, but the sunflower is somewhat my own." man...his thought is WAY tell how much emotion he has put into that effective artwork.

different thought of mine, i personally think that the paint could be reflect to the new meeting friend. Likewise, we as people, ALWAYS judge everything from its cover. but why? why dont we know them first? that help for friendship. right?
(too sophisticated? sorry but i dont really know or even justify if this reflect is relevant or not to his, anyway no offence.)

Fine, let say informally, my sister. she has too many fussy things in her life that really bring me an extreme annoyance. but still i appreciate her attitudes, times and loveliness tht she brought to me, makes me thinks that we need each other in our life and no one else could replace that.

and so yh. (get what i mean now)





to conclude...??? well frankly speak. no idea cos its just a new inspire post for today.

hence the laughter

love is strong and pain at the same time

LOVE is STRONG and PAIN

two love,

different story,

one for person you need

and

one for person you want.

two love,

both important,

one helps for happiness

and

one helps for cheerfulness.

two love,

have a strong bond,

attached from deathless rose,

both blossom passionately.

two love,

however... and somehow...

cannot bring less than intangible bond.

hatred.animosity.malevolence.

never bring thing smoothly.

tearing such an adventure fervor.

hence the laughter

Random pics #6

hence the laughter

looking to where we've hopped

again another trip to liverpool. but this time we went there with kak syma and zack (2 random people we known just a week after they lived in Manchester) but let me tell u,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the trip was second trip after alton towers, it was a bit rushing cos we went here like two or three days after went to alton towers, and was totally unplanned.

below were some sweetness we'd been through...and to share...

if last time i missed. but not for this time. the beatles story in albert dock. at last i've made my mark already. hahaha. xD

posing time started:

see that mid guy. he loved to tease eywa and also be friend with her. oppsss...wrong. did i just said be friend...no...not that...be close friend as in a really really really close friend. (evil voice) u get that do u? LOLLL xDDD

jumping time:

when the atmosphere want us to be formal for group pic xD:

to end the image let's do chack! chack! pose (like eywa called it),,,,,till we meet again with another interesting pose.

hence the laughter