Tuesday, July 5

Untitled confession - code we trying to know you, that's all

We had an argument a while ago, not big deal but small matter u noe girls...the story starts, F discovered our NOT-REALLY-A-SECRET!she start to ask E and E doesnt meant to lie or hiding it. She was on her way to tell F. but it too little too late. she found it first and think it 'negatively' i mean some misunderstanding happen in this. the secret was involved M and E and I mainly hide it because of F bro birthday. E and I promised to come early to F house in the morning but cancel.
my dad ask us to come to CBS. we cannot refused it. cos we moaned about hanging out with family the other day before. so. we still going. we didnt know M coming until his dad rang my dad and said tht he's coming. my dad totally shocked cos they coming, it is very rare tht they would come with us on tht day.

and the badminton game with M, in which F really disappointed on. the most. we didnt really plan to play. but IQRAM (uncle Khairul son) bought new badminton set for 4 players. so I want to join them. E doesnt do anything on that time, she's shy and I was the one who being giddy to play, and the game was ACTUALLY BETWEEN ME, EYWA, IQRAM and MUSTAQIM.
nothing bout him at all, he just urgh! idk hw to describe. THAT's ALL!

but in sudden an hour ago, F getting mad at eywa and saying this

A RANDOM MSIAN PEOPLE? excuse me? (i didnt get that word properly)
after all we being through and u said we treat u like a random msian? truly disgraced.

second thing, i've said to her i want to come to her house and she said no one in house and dont bother coming.
i asked why, this is her answer. SY XNK CKP SBB SY X NK UNGKIT BENDE LEPAS. excuse me again. but i think she bring it up first especially the old trafford story. we had plan to go out on tue 28 June to go out and i believe. in fact positive
that i hv said we will go out at 9pm but suddenly u sent me text saying i came at 12 something.
not trying to blame this on any of us whether it is between U, Me or E but to solve it. instead. i want to solve it cos IT'S OUT MATTER, OUR FRIENDSHIP AND WE HAD GONE THROUGH IT.

but F, i hv to say something, why did u say
"korg mcm let do fun things n not to get fatin involved. xyah btau die pon."
do you really think that we having fun? uhuh! we're not at all. M is nothing compared to u. we had more fun when we with u
one thing to remind F: we never had tht intention in mind. how could us? if we think that u're close friend to us and
no one else is. PLUS we trying to know u. u noe.

but its ok. if this happen. we can try to forget it like u always did.
lastly i apologize for EVERYTHING...


OK! stop the drama, here is the most precious to me. atirah my BFF like our T and she called it DP (i actually hv no idea what it is stands for) but nway she's liked it and i'm glad to hear it. if i hv a chance, i wouldnt mind to buy one for her. she'll fit it most
the fact tht she had clashed with his recent bf so i'll suggest her to seek for a new one. who deserve her truthfully and better than a piece of rubbish! btw no matter what tira, i'll support u from behind and good luck buddy! imyilysmuch xxx.

p/s: one thing to learn; try to treat people on their best but not to change them cos it is the best way for them... I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

hence the laughter