will it be fine to do something that is new and the start for you, without someone that you could rely on. it's probably mistaken cos there is like hundred people that doesn't even know each other gathered in the same room but only few of it come with their friend and the rest is unknown and unfamiliar. i'm the one of them who doesn't really have a friend in that area and seem to be lost cos don't really know what to do, where to go, and why am i here for. and no one know.
...that's why i'm truly nervous, lonely and scared right now...
hence the laughter
