freak out! man
i'm madly faint this evening. lolz.
it cos of my flippin belly-ache actually
how painful.

anyway hello everyone,
again.. hehe
i guess it was couple of months haven't post anything am i?
well, i should said that it was cos massively coursework
that's common sense! i'd noe u lot know it.

well, i've been in many kinds of situasion whole this term.
loads of it. not only business even friends and my grade of course
and i'd just have my connexion interview this morning.
and it was the most crappy thing that i had i think but much helpful abit.

what makes me frankly speechless is
when she asked me if there is any other subject
that u could choose instead of chemistry and bio in AS Level.
(if one day, in future you would get D or somer? wth?)
well, of course i dunno. cos there is none. subjects that i interest with.
they should give me ideas or any view about it.
that's i thought at first place when i came.
but i didn't know that they really2 open to ya and just being straight-forward.
like i can't do it!
that's just horrible and ***t

yes, i'd noe it hard but i could work it out, couldn't i?
so y do she need to say something like failling as an example
that's just p*ssed.

i bet Lilian was right. they not helping us, pupil who needs help from them
they're just talk, motivate and woeful lots. and it's wasted. i thinked.
really got my nerves out. urgh!
i shouldn't went to THEM actually!!

hence the laughter