MY FIRST JOB

Hi strangers,


It really been a while since I start blogging again. Blame all to my laziness (haha....just kidding)
I couldn't find the exact time to write things the fact that studying is way too mainstream for me. (crazy right).
So! Today is my third day of my working day. Finally (after 5 months), I get to work for what I want. (will tell u what is actually happen later)
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But (foremost) I really hope that this career would be nice to me.
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I was assigned for a job position called Associate consultant. It was my first career ever. I didn't know what to expect but what can I say is that it something that I really look forward to. hehe
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Anyway,
just wanna tell u guys that the past two days was overwhelming, to befriend with my officemates. They're nice and friendly and also helpful. I thought this work would pressure me a lot. But I was wrong. It wasn't bad at all. Alhamdulillah
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Next week will be my first attempt for auditing
crazily it has to be done three weeks in a row
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I was surprisingly thrilled and nervous at the same time. Cos dunno what to react since it will be my first time. (so pray that I didn't die for autophobia or isolophobia okay)
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anyway that's all for today (need to catch up few things. BAI!)

hence the laughter

Start of My New Break

I'm officially 22 now...well 22yr and 5 months. (dah tua la. OMG)

i already finished my diploma last year. 

Alhamdulillah with all that sweat and heat i've been through. finally been paid off.

macam tak percaya. now i'm pursuing my degree. still in the same field. tak lari pong dari account yg susah gila tu. but i started to like 'em slowly. even with the fact that it still hard to understand. (study semuanya susah...takde yang senang kennn) 

i'd also finished reading surah Al-Baqarah last few days. lots of beautiful verses and meaning that i discovered. wanna share it here but still got no time. (yela kena take pic of the verse does take time oh...anyway will do InsyaAllah)

what mores new huh

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just had a gathering of my family last week. it was thrilled and overwhelming. sebab semua tak pernah ada masa so last week je la ada. 

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the huge reward for us WAS eating duriannn yo!!!

semua hantu like bees clustered together. everybody just keep on snatching and fighting over one durian. it was hilarious.! kalau tak rebut obviously not hantu la kan.

but pity though.my niece, Jannah not joining us.....buat muka macam busuk la gayanya. 

(its okay....kecik lagi...nanti time dah besor tgklahh! muahahaha...mamangah dia mmg always kejam)

eh...dah maghrib le

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to be continued 

soon

bye

hence the laughter 

cameron highland: its different now not as cold n comfy as before

right guys! its been a while again! im kinda miss to post here. wee (: LOL
what to say! im so busy! (mcmla busy sgt! :P) well just havin sem break. at last! its a bang up! for tht ABSOLUTELY pressured part. im totally suffered. alhamdulillah. well wrappp up. by nw just wait n see for the result. wonder how well i done...hmmpphhh....

well together pray for the success. hopefully to be deanlist. insyaAllah...if its written 'There' for me 😁

right! let change to what im on now! which is our weekend trip in cameron highland! hah! it was different nowadays. remember the last time i went there which was when im still childish like those peasant girl who still seeking for freedom n freshlife! sound so bold right?

oh well thats who i am before. unlike now! already 19! n become a 'well' grownup women and hopefully (again) a well behaved muslimah in this world and hereafter...insyaAllah. :D

ok! if i spill too much hence the more it gets bored right? so lets just b straight up. we went there for 3D2N. it was unplanned. my dad just randomly suggested it and there we go.

however, it was unfortunate that the weather is different i mean in term of the degree celcius. not as cold n comfy like previous yrs its warm! and that is not cameron highland at all (like i used to know) mayb too much construction going on n like my silly sis eywa always said! it is due global warming. malaysia already affected from it!! no wayyy 😮

but...but....there's a but. the strawberry was pleasant! i loved it. especially those dripped in melt chocolate...omg! so delicious...my mouth watering right now! haha xD

blowing mind...i totally have no idea!

first start, it been a while guys!!!

seen how long? well i dunno, cos its beeeen toooo longggg....i havent post anything, so today i decided to post one.

too many things i like to do recently, one of it, becoming an ADDICT novel's reader. haha....kinda nerdy freak...well who cares!...nway guys back to our intention-ed topic!  its my second part start!! nearly 6 months im been uitm kedah...and today one of my friend just spoke to me bout her feeling of my migration to uitm perak...and to tell truth....i been waiting...day by day,,,

hoping my request to be approved. sooner is better....its not i dont like, but my heart just not here...i cant really make it clear why and why i really want to move....

nway again!

since i dont "really" move. just not yet!...how about speak of my second part!...it was tough this times! to be honest....too many subject to memorize and understand. well of course! cant deny that!  but it just i doubt it. about how well i can go with this freaking killing subjects. QMT! the lecturer is speaking by herself and with the wall sometimes lol. sorry but it is true...she just making too much pauses in her sentences as well as examples which is NOT really clear to me. ECO is new...cos just met her this week well no complaint!...MGT! yeah! this one. OMG! the lecturer was too fantastic!! *creepy finger (sarcastically) in the opposite way, she just blab-erring too much...with her vexatious  mouth mimic...wow! like-an-extremely-annoying-teacher. she just loved too babble while teaching...babble...and babble...then making a YOU question....expecting each of us to ask a question...not in a kind or normal but forcing!...yeah forcing!...in what way and how?? by the glare of her protruding eyes asking us to ask a question according to her speech...by pulling off with the participation mark!!...i know she try to make us feel as if we are challenged! i know that!... but come on! that is like pushing! seriously pushing and that bug me a lottt! dah la masa lecture...ckp cepat! sambil kitaorng tulis pulak tu!...serious tension! i dont found her interesting. seriously no!....no fun! BEL...totallly opposite to MGT. theres alot of us burst of laughter when he speak...cos this F was too F_boom!!! FUNNY!!!....he was too hilarious....a single word that come out of his mouth...can cause a laughter...seriously. no jokes about that...i dun really how he can always be funny in front us...but he alwasy did eventhough when he had too much classes in a day...and our comes the last but he still being the lovely capricious...i like him!...AS a lecturer ok! FAR was alright...the lecturer is lovely...shes pregnant and im totally understand her condition. especially after looking at the video En Nik...just showed to us in BPC...it was frightened as if we feel the smarting pain. so today i declared...not to be harsh to umi..so does my ayah...because it hard to imagine how they feel after what they did to you after what you have right now. you guys should apply too. always love and love them...: )

till now. i continued later.

                                                                                                                                        hence the laughter

                                                                                                                                                  H.O 

to my beloved umi...keep my prays tight

to my beloved umi,

u are my heart, u are my mind,
u always there, u never left me behind
day and night, fresh or tired
taking care of me
touch, hug, cuddle and kiss
everyday

till i've grown up. Now
i'm a youth.
i'm a woman.
And i'm a contestant.

Chasing my dream
Like you, mom
Everyday
Never give up

till one day. Soon
I grab that morterboard
I woo that standing ovation
I tag that flowers and gifts
All for you, mom

I'll promise
Keep my prays tight.

hence the laughter

1st time Aqiqah@sweet kurung

What a nice day(yesterday), for the 1st time after a while...i'm wearing kurung...yh2 inoe2 i sound abit novelty about this...but i cant help myself for remembering how it feel wearing kurung back then. for the 1st time, (again) i found kurung was purely beautiful eventhough its typical for all msian.

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Stop there.
let me being honest. its a matter of life changes guys...as we all known...msia was "all day summer" so...for certain person who annoyingly and ridiculously like me-cannot accept the hotness and found it unusual wearing such a long sleeve in msia. Well, UK is different. hv 4 season and almost breeze all year. of of course i had no reason to refuse to wear long sleeve like kurung itself in this country...

so yh...see what i mean here. its unusual to adapt back things u hv left after a while when u are already used with the things that u been.

hence the laughter

friend make up, I miss u guys so much...

simple start, it was last week on 14th of april, i had a-small-but-special reunion with my old friend. Hurraayyy!!!
finally reaching them. first meet, of course there some awkwardness happen between us. well we havent meet for 4 yrs what do u expect.

nway our day out was rock!!! We kill it perfectly...firstly by karaoke...almost one and half hours, we nailed almost 10-15 songs (i think but no sure). dont ask about the sing...it's a shameless scene tbh, my first time ever been in the small room for karaoking. most of song was breathtaking like adele set fire to the rain, demi skyscarper, katy hot and cold & bla...bla..blah... and im telling u i almost lost my voice. It was seriously and extremely hard to sing well. freakingly suck but it ok still 'manage' to enjoyy...lol

hence the laughter